Yui

Dear Pupu

Yui has become one of my favourite singers. The following is the music video on her latest song called “Again”.



I feel like learning drums or the electric guitar and set up a band. I think its really fun.

One more

Dear Pupu

I only have one more paper to go. But it still kinda sucks knowing that most people are already enjoying themselves. Why does my paper always have to end so late? Anyway, all the papers that I have taken so far are.... catastrophic. This is the current state of my mind:

Yesterday I had a paper that was quite difficult. In fact, I have never taken such a difficult module before. One of my friends even took an MC for the paper. Then after the exam, someone I knew called me to check on how I felt about the level of diffculty. He was calling people up because he knows how to do every damn question and was AFRAID that everyone would also do well. Thus his chances of getting A+ maybe diminshed. What a bastard.

Why does my course always have these kind of retards?

Dog eat dog

Dear Pupu

I can't believe this. I'm actually surrounded by competitive and political people. I thought this would usually happen in the working society. I'm already experiencing it in university. Whenever they have questions and needed help, I would try to answer them. But when I needed their help, they would either give me ridiculous replies or try to avoid me.

I wouldn't call them friends anymore. They are only mere school mates. I would keep a distance from them.

Screw this. Life sucks. You can't find someone dependable anymore.

That's what happens when you put people together and force them to compete. Instead of helping each other out to achieve the same goal, their ugly nature prevails.

Impending doom

Dear Pupu

I had an uneasy feeling yesterday. Sometimes my hands can start shivering when I'm not cold at all. I couldn't even sleep well at night. I kept having a sense of fear, a sense of impending doom. Then today I just realized something catastrophic. I made another fatal mistake in my first paper that will cause a series of chain reactions! I am overwhelmed with grief.

What's the point of studying so hard when careless mistakes can ruin everything?

"Suteki Da Ne" Flute and guitar

Sigh

Dear Pupu

I feel like a numskull. I screwed up a 25 marks question for my first paper today. Let's hope that I can still at least get an A-.

I must persevere!!!

Panic

Dear Pupu

Somehow I regretted using the S/U option on biz law instead on another elective. This regret came immediately when the class participation grades were known. I actually got an A+. I didn't even speak a word for any of the seminars, except during my presentation. Maybe the tutor mistook me for some other guy, or the tutor likes guys. Hmm... Anyway biz law is an open-book exam and the other elective is just about pure memorising. This totally sucks.

It's less than a week to exams now and I'm officially in a state of panic.

The only thing that I can/should/will do is to mug as hard as possible. I shall spent around 80% of my waking time to study. May the force be with me.

The cure

Dear Pupu

The case of my terrapin's vomitting of blood has been solved. It's a good thing that my sister worked in a research company, because they keep animals for their experiments and a vet is hired to do a health check on them once in awhile. The cause of the vomitting is the food that remains undigested in my terrapin's stomach. Since turtles are cold blooded animals, they are required to bask in the sun to increases their temperature. I always keep mine in a huge box, unable to bath in the sunlight. Thus the food is not properly digested and it begins to rot in the stomach, resulting in the injury of the stomach and vomitting of blood.

Somehow I felt guilty for this. So the cure that the vet suggested is to starve my terrapin for 3 days. After which, we are to feed only vegetables and shells of shrimps. My poor terrapin must been having a hell of a stomachache for the past few weeks.