Rhyme of another summer

Dear Pupu,

I dedicate the name of this post to the name of a beautiful music from the movie "Amelie". That song has been set on repeat as I find it to be very smoothing and nice. It also captures my mood during this period of uncertainty.

After finishing my last undergraduate semester, I began to look back on my life and also thought about the future. I feel that no matter how much money I earn or how successful I will be in the future, happiness will still elude me. I realized that my life is mostly filled with anger and sadness. Finding happiness is not easy for me. However I do hope that the day will come.